Something bothered me tonight at work. Have you ever felt like you have been backstab? Well, i feel like this right now. Let me explain.  I think i'm caring, helpful, kind, nice, and sweet person.  When my work ask me to do overtime i usually say yes when i can because i know the patients need me and i know that if i were in that situation were we were short staff it would "suck".  I always put myself in somebody else's shoes, even though at times i don't want to.  I tend to do something extra.  Well this time it happened, were i made a mistake and it was exposed, and i was acknowledge by it.  I don't mind being acknowledge, but at the same time i was only trying to help. Plus it was not really completely my fault. Think about it, i stayed overtime to help out, i made a mistake, which i thought i was covered, but instead it was handled a different way. How do i feel? I feel bothered because of what i was trying to do. I felt bothered because it could have been handled in a better way. I feel bothered because i felt like i was backstab. I feel bothered about my mistakes. I feel bothered because i covered a lot of people and i don't get the same treatment. 

At times i ask myself? Am i too kind? Am i too cool? Am i too helpful where i can get myself in trouble?  All this are mind boggling. Sometimes what you do to others are not seen and is perceived a different way. This shouldn't bother me, but it does.  What can i do now, nothing. Moved on learn from it, and stay strong. One thing i know, everybody makes mistakes, just don't make the same mistakes.